Taengsic Angst
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"Our color is always pink, our number is always nine, and our group is always Girls’ Generation.”

"Our color is always pink, our number is always nine, and our group is always Girls’ Generation.”

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#WebeliveinyouJessica

#OT9orNothing

#StaystrongJessica

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You can take Jessica from SNSD, but you can’t take SNSD from Jessica.

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Tags:
#snsd
#jessica jung
#jessica
#NO SERIOUSLY
#EVERY LITTLE THING I OWN HAS THE NUMBER 9 IN IT
#I CAN'T LIVE WHILE HAVING TO REMEMBER THIS EVERYDAY

literally everything i have has the number 9 in it, how the fuck am i supposed to live now

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Tags:
#snsd
#tw: self-harm
#tw:depression
#jessica
#jessica jung
#girls generation
#kpop
#sm
#fuck you sm ugh
#i'm crying tears of despair
#please don't end this way

I’m sorry if I sound stupid or whatever. I just have to to vent my frustrations. I think it’s obvious from my tumblr name that Jessica is my bias. When i first discovered kpop, I was struggling with depression. I had moved to another city and the change alone made me depressed, but entering high school made everything so much more difficult, because I was bullied everyday by my whole class. I didn’t have a single friend, and everyday I came in and out of school without saying a single word, because vene silent I was being made fun of, imagine if I said anything. I started do self-harm, and I really didn’t want to keep living anymore, because I didn’t make sense to me to live in a world where I was a mere joke to everyone. But at the same time, I started to get into Girls’ Generation. Jessica was my instant bias. I couldn’t even tell all of them apart, but from the moment I saw her, I knew she was special. I started to read news articles, and I was intrigued by the whole black ocean thing. I saw so many people trying to take them down, to humilliate them, to make them feel bad about themselves and give up. And yet they were always smiling, doing their best, never giving up on their dreams. I omce saw this textpost and realized it’s true: they didn’t save my life, they gave me strenght to save my own life. Their determination inspired me to stand up for myself and do something. Four years later, a lot has changed. I’ve since entered college, became healthier and happier, I found a way to love myself again. And I never forgot what they did for me, so it was always my dream to watch them live in my country, so I could personally show my gratitude for everything they’ve done for me, even if they don’t know they did. Jessica is a lot like me. People also misunderstand me and take me for a cold person, and I get a lot of criticism for that, just like her. All of the nine girls are special to me, but Jessica is my sun. Her dreams have become my dreams, because seeing her happy has become essential for my own happiness. But now I’m seeing her dream fall apart, and I can’t help but feel like it’s my own failure. And you can’t tell me she didn’t even seem like she wanted to be there, because no one dedicates so much of their time to do something they don’t really care about. Jessica renewed her contract, so I think it’s obvious that she wanted to stay. I know rumours of a member leaving were floating around in the past months, and everything matches with what SM has said, but I refuse to believe Sica is abandoning me like this. I refude to believe Sica is abandoning her 8 sisters and all sones. She sounded heartbroken in her weibo messages, and I choose to believe her, because I own her that after everything she’s done for me. I can’t accept this as the end and I don’t believe this is the end. There’s gotta be other way out of this situation. I’m sorry if I sound ridiculous, my english is terrible or whatever. But I just want to believe in Girls’ Generation. Maybe it’s my time to give her strength. Please Sica, please don’t leave me… I really need you… I don’t know what to do if there isn’t OT9, please don’t end this way…

Posted 10 hours ago with 1 note | Reblog
Tags:
#snsd
#jessica jung

no, please, sm i beg you, i need to see my nine girls together, i wanted to see them live so bad, i need them so bad, please don’t do this to us

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elspicynachoz:

[Fanart] SNSD Don’t Let Go

elspicynachoz:

[Fanart] SNSD Don’t Let Go

Posted 14 hours ago with 10 notes | Reblog
Tags:
#snsd
#jessica jung
#please don't
#please...

please, tell me this is isn’t happening… 

i need jessica, i need ot9, i need to see all nine girls performing live

please don’t let this happen, this can’t happen